09-25-2017, 06:10 AM
Are you still around Drewpickup? I'm just recently started a recovery program for alcoholism. I'm only a week in. It's been very difficult. Tonight was extremely challenging because I sing in cabaret, and normally have a glass of wine or two before performing. I was stone cold sober, and suddenly so incredibly nervous to be on stage--my hands wouldn't stop shaking. Plus everyone is drinking there and offering drinks... Anyway, I'd be curious to hear how you are coping these days. I'm worried that this anxiety (and alternately depression) will be my biggest obstacle because I've been self-medicating with alcohol for so long.