Great advice, both of you. Sitting here waiting on the package. Definitely concerned; as far as I could vet this seller, they seemed OK, reviews were fairly scant but positive, nothing negative I could find. Probably would have gone another route if I'd had the time to get there. Been researching for 2 days getting really deep into the google pages. yeah, I know, if you're old enough like me to NOT have grown up with the internet, a part of you will always doubt, and that's probably a good thing.
Charon, I don't see your message with your email, would love to run this vendor by you before I take the plunge.
Pretty stable this morning, not great. I think I'm out of the woods from seizure territory, but I worry there will be another cliff to jump once yesterday's .125 (and its metabolites) wear off. I know lots of benzo users won't believe me, but I actually felt that much, I've never been a heavyweight with these meds and never found them recreational, just relief from my constant anxiety and fear.
mboxfrogger I relate to that losing context of size, as a child I remember a few times I'd be laying in bed at night and lose understanding of size, like my head were filling the whole room. At the time I felt it was almost a pleasurable, at least not fearful, experience. It wasn't out of control and I could stop it at will. Hasn't happened in many years though. Makes me think there's such a fine tightrope of reality we have to walk and what a strange incomprehensible device our mind/bodies are.
Charon, I don't see your message with your email, would love to run this vendor by you before I take the plunge.
Pretty stable this morning, not great. I think I'm out of the woods from seizure territory, but I worry there will be another cliff to jump once yesterday's .125 (and its metabolites) wear off. I know lots of benzo users won't believe me, but I actually felt that much, I've never been a heavyweight with these meds and never found them recreational, just relief from my constant anxiety and fear.
mboxfrogger I relate to that losing context of size, as a child I remember a few times I'd be laying in bed at night and lose understanding of size, like my head were filling the whole room. At the time I felt it was almost a pleasurable, at least not fearful, experience. It wasn't out of control and I could stop it at will. Hasn't happened in many years though. Makes me think there's such a fine tightrope of reality we have to walk and what a strange incomprehensible device our mind/bodies are.